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  • Harvest in a Drought

    Attempting to Harvest in a Drought

    Harvest in a Drought

    I, Lita, Goddess of Growth, reflect on harvesting in the drought. In this Empowerment Diaries® archive, I discuss surviving Uranus-Pluto disruption, reality of “aging” through transition, and shifting from survival to intentional planting for 2026.

    Lita, Goddess Of Growth (00:00)
    So hello again, Lita goddess of growth here. I was actually quite excited about a week ago as I acknowledged that my self-imposed brand name, Lita, goddess of growth has been acknowledged by AI on Google. This is part of my visibility platform and process.

    And I encourage you to do the same if you’re someone that’s out there hoping to coach or promote your business, your service. We are in the age of social media, connecting with others online. How else will people get to know us? Today, we’re looking into harvesting in the drought, planting seeds for new beginnings. And you know,

    When is it that we go around and collect the flowers, the fruits, the vegetables? At what point do we harvest? Especially if we don’t actually know that we’re in a drought. And my podcasts so far are very self-absorbed. They’re very much about myself as I introduce myself. I really would like at some point for others to come forward and communicate and it would be lovely to hear

    your story and see how your story has helped with your very own transformation. The last podcast I spoke about my Pluto Square, Pluto transit for those that read astrology you’ll understand for those that do not study astrology let’s just say my life went through a harsh transformation. Some might reflect and think not so harsh but for me

    being in it. At this moment I feel really aged. I feel as if the wind has been almost taken out of me. I’ve definitely aged over the last few weeks and I don’t mean in number.

    and I was having a conversation and in that conversation I had an aha moment as you do and I understood fully what it means to try to harvest whilst actually you’re in a drought. I was trying to get things out of a time where the universe was actually encouraging me to stop, stand still, take a seat back.

    I definitely had to do enough to keep moving. I definitely believed that life would not have come to me had I decided to just stay in bed whilst things were progressing to and through me. This was my lesson, this was my life lesson. Only I could go through it.

    But in going through it, the challenges came, the hopes, the dreams. What does faith really mean to you? Does faith only work when things go your way? That was one of the questions throughout the transit. Can I accept that the good, the bad, the indifferent all happen collectively to create the lives that we are creating on a day-to-day basis?

    and to take ownership of it all. All.

    Sometimes just like a plant pot sometimes we’re planting intentional seeds and it’s not until the spring that we see what was up beneath. I’ve had many a plant plot put seeds in had an idea as to what I was expecting for the spring for there to be a completely different bloom plant sprout that has come out to what I’ve planted.

    You know, soil, if you’re a planter, soil has many seeds within, even if they sterilise the soil, as I know some companies have said they do, you often find different things growing at different times of the year. And that’s a good analogy of life. There are things beneath the surface that we may not have personally intentionally placed. We’re talking about

    our ancestry, our lineage, our cells, our DNA, the agreement that we made before we came here with whoever we made it as we got here. I truly believe there are souls that came through this dark period that I’ve been through to come and interject some light and they disappeared. People coming in to give me loans, people coming to give me criticism, to give me advice and then step back.

    whatever it was, this was the time and season that I was to go through.

    illnesses have taken over my nearest and dearest. So they were the ones that would be there to champion a cause, give me time to talk through any changes I was going through. They were not available because they were dealing with their illness. It wasn’t selfishness. This was a necessity. They had to focus on their health and their health has not got better. There’s been relief in some areas. Some have gone further in a more of a decline.

    So my support system…

    Yeah, has gone.

    I’ve learned to be encouraged to go back to myself.

    There’s so much energy trying to harvest in a season of drought and if you’re like me that feeds off what the energy from others are is that’s coming around us.

    The expectation, why aren’t you doing? Why are you doing? And knowing that you’ve got people around you that have no clue, as much as they believe in a good or have faith or what have you for some reason, people have no clue that often what we’re going through is connected to such things so much bigger than what we see. Why is that?

    In fact, when we’re giving guidance and support, we do need to tap in and say, you know what? I get it. You’re going through X, Y, Z. But what’s the bigger picture? I love reading astrologers and so when they make comments about transits and what’s happening with this and what’s happening with that. I’m no astrologer. I’ve been reading astrology for years, but I’m not an astrologer. What I like to do is get the message within the

    the transit, the context, the message, what is it telling you?

    I’m quite good at that. Much better at doing it for others than myself because whilst I’m looking at myself I’ve got a vested interest and I do have a habit of trying to dismiss the bad things and projecting the good things and then wondering why the other happened and this didn’t happen and so but for others I can see the picture what it’s what it’s telling me harvesting in a drought how many times have you done that? Tried to extract

    from a situation where the things that you need to extract just aren’t ready. Like the child that is forced to grow up early, wash, cook, clean, iron, be the mother of the house, so to speak. You’re expecting her to have wise decisions and an awareness and knowing because you’ve trained her to do the house.

    but actually she’s not had the life experience to match the physical doing.

    that’s how we see a plant pot. The plant pot has so much nutrients you know even the soil is dark you can’t see through it you don’t know what is in it but taking a step back you’re able to view the plants as they sprout the flowers as they sprout the buds coming through.

    But we need to know the difference between a planting season, when is it to put our seeds and our seeds are always being planted mind you, even in the harvest. Every day we’re planting a seed that will be harvested at some point in the future, in our tomorrow. Intentional planting versus unintentional planting.

    But we all have periods in our life where we come across and are encouraged and forced through a drought.

    if we reflect, think for me, it’s happened more than once in my life, I think. Would I say this has been the worst one? Different scenarios, different environment. You know, when I was younger, I moved around a lot. I didn’t have a mortgage. I didn’t have a home to call my own.

    the picture has changed the scenario is different this time the survival instincts was really prominent and to hear the same old feedback you’re not doing enough you should do this you should do that if I was you I would do this I love it when people tell you what they’re going they would do if they were in your case which they’ve never been in it’s an interesting phenomenon the drought

    And I don’t know what it is why we all forget the droughts in our life. Regardless of how wealthy you might be, there’s always been some level of drought. There’s been some reckoning. But for some reason we don’t have that grace or empathy for others when they’re going through their time. And it’s a nice thing to be around people that’s in different seasons. How else do you have that contrast? If we were in a zone,

    war for example would you want to see everybody in a panic or would you like to have a mix of people some people calm some people reflective like you need that variety so that you can always shift your mood shift your focus because ultimately we want to be balanced not too high not too low just Zen

    This is Lea Tahir, goddess of growth, I was speaking about Pluto square, Pluto, which I’ve been through, my midlife crisis and how it took energy and youth away from me. I’m aged now. I can feel it physically, get the hot flushes. I wear wigs now as well, and they can be really hot. I never knew they could be as hot as they are.

    strange things that I knew

    And as much as we think about droughts and season, it’s about acknowledging time because time is not just about our age, our solar returns, our progressions, our perfection years, or the day as we sit in on a day-to-day basis. Time and season is also about the collective, what we’re going on, what’s going on environmentally, politically, globally.

    Right?

    seasonality and acknowledging that there’s a spiritual significance throughout it all, like how much of it has already happened, was already destined to happen.

    So I do believe it was pre-written but has it all happened before? Have I done this before? Or is this all new? Am I creating this new? Is this a new, new, new, new, new experience?

    And then we have real life kicking in as I feel the heat of my body and I have to cool myself with water with ice to remind me I’m a physical body, I’m in the present. This is the reality that I’m living. Financial pressure. How much of it can we change? And that’s another thing because whilst I was going through the Pluto, Square Pluto, it was almost like…

    I wanted everything to change but my home and I spoke in the last podcast about coming towards the end of the transit and then all of a sudden all I want to do is change my home.

    Not that there’s anything wrong with my home per se, but I just feel quite enclosed here now. I need more space.

    Financial droughts, emotional droughts.

    I feel as if my drought was more financial than emotional. But then the opportunity to interact with others, to connect with each other and others on an emotional level, as outside of social media was sparse. Unless of course it involved an interaction.

    where I was, you know, asking for a loan or so. I think that was the most emotion that I came across towards the end of the transit.

    People have been very distant.

    distant maybe because part of it is questioning why at my right age I’m going through difficulty at this stage of life but also distant because within my collective lots of people are having health issues people have started to pass away more frequently so the focus has shifted it’s not about the

    me supports you support that we had before life has changed priorities have changed.

    Just like my birthday of last year, there was no big celebration. Everyone seemed to be celebrating in a space where I was really impoverished. I found I had lost some finance. I wasn’t able to do things as I would have liked to have done. In fact, I didn’t plan a big 50th bash. It just wasn’t a priority for me. So I found myself in an environment where…

    everyone was celebrating but me. I pacified myself by spending the day baking a cake but the point of my story is that actually sometimes we are with others that are in different realities and as I’ve gotten to this stage of life I now question this party, the reason for a party if actually my life is not balanced, it’s not right.

    In the old days if I didn’t have I could definitely muster up an outfit, a little bit of money and be present. You would look glamorous and no one would know what you had in your fridge, in your cupboard. But today priorities have shifted, life has changed. If I’m not okay at home I don’t feel comfortable leaving to go and party anywhere else. I’m still celebrating those who need to be celebrated but in my own way.

    but I must say the financial limitations that I’ve gone through, I can’t do them anymore. I’m really exhausted and I do know that life has to shift. I need to feel a value in the work that I do. No more can I do work for free for no return.

    And I question if, as I’m not having children, husband and so, the dream of a house, is it really something to hold onto? I did it because I thought I was going to have a family of my own. I didn’t have any trust that I would meet a man that was going to house, clothe and feed me. That wasn’t my life story. And somehow, by this second property, I did it again on my own.

    So now what is it that I’m working towards? It’s an interesting place to be in. Financial limitations has made me consider the quality of my life and the reasons for life as I’m living it. There is uncertainty. No idea really what I’m working towards because I’ve lived…

    a life of survival so long and there has been a lot of time just surviving. I’m really tired of just surviving and I’m really tired of pretending and when I say pretending showing up to places and being made to feel that I should have when I don’t have. I’ve done it so many times before, gone on a holiday, used a credit card,

    come back and spent a year or so paying it off tired of it.

    no more will I allow anyone else’s frustration that I don’t have to determine how much I will have to risk on in the future. Now is the time to clear out and start again. New furniture, new environment, new decor, something needs to change. I don’t know what it will be, but something needs to change.

    no more false promises, no more pretending. And when I say no pretending, gosh, I haven’t had a relationship in such a long time. And I cannot remember a relationship in a very long time where I didn’t have to squint my eyes or make extra allowances just for the sake of having a relationship. And that would be the truth.

    I’m in a different space, I’m older now and I am thinking well okay how am I living my last quarter, who knows how long I will be here, surely there must be quality in life, it’s not so much about quantity because for me there’s been decades I would say yeah had I known if I did of would I, could I, should I, that kind of situation.

    I’m here in my home. I really hope that spirit doesn’t think I’m being ungrateful, but it’s been a place of incubation, a sanctuary, a place for the release of my old self. And the financial limitations has meant I have had to come face to face with myself. There was no get out clause. This was my space and my space, but this was my space. A feeling of being stuck.

    and only recently did I acknowledge it as the season of drought. I thought it was a season of planting seeds and ploughing and waiting for things to happen. Not realising that yeah, yeah you were planting but it wasn’t ready, there wasn’t time now for your things to manifest.

    no children. I thought by now at least one child, two children max. Our husband.

    and the meaning what does my life mean as a woman what does that mean now questions no answers the coaching that’s the only thing that gives me joy and hope but even the way it’s delivered has changed everything has changed

    You know, we started off with my hypnotherapy base, hypnoanalysis, emotional freedom techniques, alternative therapy. And then I find myself this year being encouraged to coach, but coach based on what people want and need. So people want and need in this time of economic crisis, so to speak. They want a way to monetize, to make money, to grow, to get visibility.

    How do we match that with my ideas of transformation? Because I understand that actually for money to flow through my life, I need to transfer my ideas, my self-concept. It starts from within. So now I have to find a way to match what I know from my soul and really transform it in my life and the life of others.

    And we start with tools on a platform. We start with ideas of community, of connection. Ideas.

    And with those ideas we tap into purpose, we try to find meaning. But they’re only as good as those that come forward to connect the dots with us, participate in the transformation on offer.

    And that’s where after so many years, 2022 to just the end of July 2025, working towards what I thought I was working on my fully self-employed business where I wouldn’t have to do any work for anyone else, just myself.

    I sit and wonder how much of it was a dream and how much of it was actually…

    planting seeds to create a reality. There’s definitely a disconnect between the time and resources I’ve spent building, building, building to come to the end and to question well what do I have here. I closed my creator account on TikTok just a few days ago. It’s got 30 days to close down fully. I should have done it ages ago. Should have, would have, could have.

    They suppressed that account almost from day one when I opened it. I’m glad I had it because I got to see the other side. Only my posts were suppressed most of the time.

    I suppose I needed to go through it because I needed to be in a position as to when I coach others for us to understand fully, okay, well, we can transform. We can acknowledge what it is that we want to change and make better and so, but understand in life, there’s what we can do and what is there to be done. I’ve had this house, I’ve got two spare rooms.

    I have had it on advert for a very long time. I’ve learned that in this life we can have resources and still not make money. I remember watching an old war movie and found that prisoners were released from jail and they were brought to a piece of land that had lots of gold and trinkets that were stolen from the houses.

    and it was intriguing because these people were brought there they had all these jewels luxuries household goods that were valuable but the simple thing of having things like water and food was not there so those things that were so valuable were worthless in the time of need

    And those are the things that one reflects upon when they’ve left a period of drought. Like what is it that we’re taking forward of value actually? What are we left with? And even at this end, the end of a drought, you come forward and you question the things that we find in our homes around us.

    that we collected, there was a time that we really wanted those things. There was a purpose for them. And then one day you look around and there are things that you haven’t used in such a long time, things that you’ve not seen for years locked in a cellar, in a loft somewhere, in a shed somewhere. They were really important at one time and then…

    All of a sudden years go by you’ve not seen them and you don’t even remember that you have them.

    season of harvest.

    Biblically they say for everything there is a time and a season, do they not? Is it Corinthians 13? They talk about when I was a child, I behaved as a child and…

    We need to teach children, I think, seasons. And to teach children that actually the idea that we are all in this world but in different worlds, this is a real and true concept. In one classroom, we’ve got children with different histories, genetically, spiritually, and in different seasons of life. And we need to understand that contrast from childhood.

    because that will help us greatly in adult food. The time to sow, the time to eat.

    but if you’re anything like me maybe you would be told anyway and still try to push the boundary find out if it’s true test it out wait till the middle the end of the season before you finally ignore it hold on a minute this is actually true I should have trusted this is what’s going on this is the season that I’m in

    If you’re spiritually aware, I doubt you need astrology actually because I can tell you there is a feeling, there is some kind of connection, it’s like a almost inner knowing. I use astrology just to, I suppose, evidence what I’m feeling, what’s going on and the patterns I find easier to look at in others than myself because I have a vested interest in how things

    how I want things to play out in my life.

    But if there’s anything that I’ve learnt from 22 to 25 end of July, there is patience. patience doesn’t mean denial or pretending everything is okay. But patience could actually be taking some time out in the day to just spend some moments breathing, focusing, getting centered.

    ⁓ just breathing.

    and I know it’s not easy because I too still want to know okay what’s next, why, what’s going on. I feel disappointment in the time that I let pass thinking that things will work out in the end and they do work out in the end but I’ve understood now that not necessarily in the way that we’d like.

    when they tell you it’s all going to be alright yeah it’s all going to be alright but maybe not necessarily in the way that you envisage even that is okay isn’t it this life is a short one we’ve all come for a contracted period of time and now I understand probably more emphasis needs to be on that knowledge the beginning the end

    so that the quality is really focused, we focus on it in between what people have to say and you know, they’re just mirrors coming in to us, remind us to get back on path on purpose. But building the quality in the in between the beginning, the end is really so important.

    I’m ready to move on but I find myself trapped.

    I find myself trapped in the survival, the survival mode that I’ve been in really for a lifetime and I understand that I am resilient, I am a fighter, I’ve put myself through embarrassing situations just to keep my home.

    and now I am ready I’m ready to move on I don’t know what moving on looks like

    I don’t know how it will be with little to no resources. Do I need to survive some more? Put in more hours? Like what do I need to do to make it happen? I really don’t know. But I must admit over the last two weeks there’s a part of me that’s just surrendered. I’m just like actually rather than continuing trying to build.

    you know this is the time to start cleaning out and there’s been many a day when I’ve just wanted to just cut things out, advertise sofas, like just get things gone, like I have nothing to replace them but I just want them out. How ungrateful is that right? It’s non-intentional, I’m just done, I’ve done my time, I’ve done it now, it’s like now it’s time to move forward.

    So there is a surrender accompanied by uncertainty.

    and I know that the full surrender and acknowledgement of how I feel because feeling what we feel is really important. This is not about me asking for permission to feel, no. This is me acknowledging what I feel because I understand my feelings are like the litmus tests. They’re the barometer, the barometer, the thermometer to tell me okay, where you are right now, something needs to change.

    surrendering is okay understanding that I can only control what can I control

    my response to ever-changing circumstances on an every moment and day-by-day basis. But in understanding that, I understand that with the shift, I am now open and ready for new possibilities, new opportunities, and I also understand that there are opportunities that will come my way that aren’t just not for me. How about that?

    so many things it’s like going into the cupboard and deciding to bake a cake I love this analogy when you go to bake a cake you go to the cupboard there’s a set list of ingredients for your in your recipe you’re not going to go to the cupboard and put everything from the cupboard into the cake and that’s life so it’s about being open and then when the opportunities and possibilities come my way being as centered as possible so that I know

    okay this feels right this is for me ⁓ no this probably is not the one for me right now and the intention is to raise my energy enough that actually the more I progress the opportunities that come are much more in alignment to my destiny and purpose so it’s not just a question of if they are suitable for me it’s a case of okay when do I get started

    Are you in what’s called a liminal space my darlings? Are you like me that’s just at the end at the cusp you’ve not left you’ve just left that dark space just at the end you can see the light but you’ve not quite stepped over into that chapter.

    I do feel that there is a time and a space that I need to take and put aside for mourning. I’ve said to myself if I can and I live to see it I’d love to travel, take myself away and really just put this last chapter to bed. I’ve not had a chance to really mourn the dream of a life as to what it could be.

    but that’s okay. I plod on.

    So if you are in the in-between stage

    the living little space similar to my own do tap in and let me know how it’s going for you I know for myself there are times when I feel hopeful not quite excited I go into a bit of a dream world to what could be what might be if things were different or if I did this or you know that’s a different way

    I’m thankful that the drought has gone. I’m thankful that the new season has begun. And I understand there’s just some weeds that need to be taken and cut away. I understand all of that. I am looking forward to the summer to come on this season where I can bask in the glory.

    flowers and everything that has manifested. Until then, I understand I need to respect the spaces that I’m in, the time, the place, because otherwise what tends to happen, I try to continually skip past the lessons of life. We know that that doesn’t happen, right? And in wanting to skip past it, I think in a way it makes it harder.

    but we’re using lemons and we’re making lemonade and we’re not going to continue sucking, sucking, sucking the lemon. I do love a lemon though. Admittedly, I do love a lemon.

    So I do encourage you to connect. This is a podcast where we can build community and I would love to build community. If you are listening, please pass this on to others. If you’d like to support my presence, we’ve got ways to do so at the end of the podcast, but more so than anything, I would love for listeners to really connect with me if you have any questions, any suggestions.

    if you’d like to open up communication on this space I’d love you to do so.

    And in the meantime I invite you my listeners to reflect on your own season. What season are you in right now? What season have you been through? Are you in a season of harvesting? Are you in a season of sewing? Do you know the difference?

    Thank you so much for being here. You’ve been a flea to our goddess of growth. I look forward to seeing your comments at the end of this podcast.

    Summary

    Lita, Goddess of Growth, shares her journey of personal transformation and resilience during challenging times. She discusses the concept of ‘harvesting in the drought,’ reflecting on the importance of patience, self-awareness, and the lessons learned from life’s trials. Lita encourages listeners to embrace their own seasons of growth and transformation, while also acknowledging the spiritual and emotional aspects of their journeys.

    Keywords

    personal growth, resilience, transformation, spirituality, self-awareness

    Takeaways

    • Embrace the season of drought as a time for growth.
    • Patience is key to personal transformation.
    • Self-awareness leads to deeper understanding.
    • Spirituality plays a role in personal growth.
    • Life’s challenges offer valuable lessons.
    • Community and connection are vital.
    • Financial and emotional droughts teach resilience.
    • Transformation requires embracing change.
    • Reflect on personal seasons for growth.
    • Harvesting requires understanding timing.

    Title Options

    • Harvesting in the Drought
    • Embracing Life’s Seasons
    • Growth Amidst Challenges
    • The Power of Patience
    • Spiritual Growth Journey
    • Resilience in Tough Times
    • Transformative Life Lessons
    • Navigating Personal Seasons
    • Embracing Change and Growth
    • Finding Strength in Adversity

    Sound bites

    • “Harvesting in the drought.”
    • “Patience is key to growth.”
    • “Embrace your personal seasons.”
    • “Spirituality fuels transformation.”
    • “Challenges teach resilience.”
    • “Connect with your community.”
    • “Reflect on life’s lessons.”
    • “Timing is everything in growth.”
    • “Transformation requires change.”
    • “Find strength in adversity.”

    Chapters

    • 00:00:00 Introduction to Personal Growth
    • 00:00:00 Understanding Seasons of Life
    • 00:00:00 Spiritual and Emotional Insights
    • 00:00:00 Lessons from Life’s Challenges
    • 00:00:00 Embracing Change and Transformation

    Empowerment Diaries: Harvesting in the Drought and the Liminal Space

    I am reflecting on a recent milestone: Lita, Goddess of Growth is now acknowledged by AI on Google. This is a key marker in my visibility process. However, as I celebrate this digital architecture, I am also acknowledging the physical and soul-deep fatigue of last few years. I feel aged—not by number, but by weight of a long, harsh transformation.

    I have spent too much energy trying to harvest whilst in a drought. I was trying to extract results from a season where universe was actually encouraging me to stop and sit back. I have learned that faith is not just for when things go my way; it is for taking ownership of entire journey—good, bad, and indifferent.

    Seasons and Seeds: Key Messages & Chapters

    • [00:00] Digital Acknowledgement: I celebrate my brand being recognised by AI. Visibility is essential for coaching and legacy, yet I remain grounded in reality of my story.
    • [10:00] The Illusion of Harvest: I discuss the “aha moment” of trying to harvest during drought. I was pushing for growth when I should have been standing still.
    • [20:00] Soil and Ancestry: I use the analogy of a plant pot. Even sterilized soil contains seeds we did not intentionally plant—DNA, lineage, and pre-written agreements.
    • [30:00] Support Systems and Silence: I reflect on how illness affected my nearest and dearest, removing my external support and forcing me back to self-reliance.
    • [45:00] From House to Home: I address shift in my focus. After years of fighting to keep my home, I now feel an urge for movement. My home has been a sanctuary, but perhaps it is now a container I have outgrown.
    • [01:05:00] The Liminal Space: I describe being at the cusp—just leaving dark space, seeing light, but not yet stepping into next chapter. This is a time for mourning dreams that didn’t manifest and surrendering to uncertainty.

    My Core Truth

    “I am resilient; I am a fighter. I have put myself through embarrassing situations just to keep my home, but now I am ready to move on. Surrendering is not giving up; it is acknowledging that I can only control my response to ever-changing circumstances. I am making lemonade, and I am done sucking on lemons.”

    Brand Integrity Note

    This episode bridges the gap between my “Survival” era and my path to my very own “Sovereign” era. It explains the physical toll of 2025 while highlighting my focus on mastering Digital Architecture (the AI acknowledgement).

    Open for Collaboration

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  • Pluto and Uranus the great destruction and clean up

    Pluto, Uranus

    Empowerment Diaries®: Pluto, Uranus Disruption and the Cleanup

    Lita, Goddess Of Growth (00:01)
    goddess of growth I am here to give my check-in my update I hope you are with me I hope you’re good and this is me at the end of a very very very long transit as you may know I do read on astrology I read it I haven’t taken it as seriously as I

    should have or could have on occasion

    Pluto Square Pluto, some would call it their midlife crisis, started to affect me from the end of 2022 until the end of July 2025. And just before the end, I started to feel the shift, the difference. However, there is a sense of mourning.

    There is a sense of fatigue.

    I spent from 2022 until the very last moment doing my best to fight against circumstances, bring back finances that had disappeared, connect with connections that had disappeared. Friends, family, jobs, career, everything just

    seemed so distant, so far away as I sat struggling, working many hours off most every day, trying to at least recoup and regain the stability I thought I had before 22, 23, 24 and early 25 kicked in. All the time

    Having in mind I mustn’t lose my home, I must keep my home. That’s the only thing really that keeps me moving forward because I have had a life of moving from place to place, job to job.

    And prior to moving to this house in 2020, I was fortunate to purchase my first apartment and that was the very first place of stability that I had from leaving my parental home at the age of 17. So my apartment was my first purchase and I was able to stay there 11 years and three months.

    I’ve aged.

    I’ve definitely aged and it seems to have happened within the last few weeks and months, not years for sure. It’s almost as if the hope, the optimism, everything just came crashing down. But not with total despair. There’s a sense of faith, a sense of resolution.

    you know, a better understanding that there’s more to life than what I see. There’s been lots of losses, dreams I’ve had and held onto as to the reasons why I should persevere and keep on working have disappeared.

    And now I attempt to carve a path so that at least the last quarter of my life is spent doing things I truly enjoy. Otherwise, what’s life for, right?

    no children, no husband. All the things I thought would be a natural aspect of my life.

    I am going through the aftermath of this Pluto Square Pluto transit and it came in troughs. There were times when I thought I’d beat it as things appeared to be moving for me and there were times when as I say things just disappeared.

    But I’m here, the transit has ended and now we have the time for cleanup. And interestingly, the cleanup has included me questioning whether this home that I’ve fought to stay in for so many years is the right space and base for myself. All of a sudden…

    The one thing that was keeping me focused and moving forward is the one thing that I now want to change. I don’t know if it’s just the furniture that needs changing, the decor.

    or a move. I have no idea how a move will happen because finances are so dire at the moment. But I know life has a habit of working itself out. The answers will come. I just know that the urge I feel to move, to start afresh a new chapter, that’s definitely something that I need to listen to.

    Pluto square, Pluto, who knew huh? I read it and like with all transits one never really knows what we’re going to go through until we actually go through it but having it to reflect on has been helpful. I did have assistance and guidance, people came into my life along the way to guide me and prompt me. Many didn’t have the best advice and guidance at all.

    It’s as if I was being reminded to go back to self, stop reaching outside, go inside. What’s your inside telling you? And my inside has been prompted me to try new things, to persevere and also to question when things aren’t working, to sit back and really observe the environments that I’m in.

    You see, I notice when I’m in a path of life where I feel it’s okay to live in fantasy. For sure, I will meet people that mirror fantasy back to me.

    But I am a Scorpio, rising sign Taurus. Most certainly eventually the truthful be something that comes to me. It might take a while as I stubbornly try to make things work even when the time to let go may have passed a long long long time ago.

    So I am in a reflective space. I could have come on a good while ago, but it’s been hard. It’s been tiresome. I’ve been attempting to incorporate new opportunities and get on with those whilst clearing up the old transit, the old chapter.

    Who knew? So yes, relationships have been challenged, ideas on life have been challenged, my dreams have been challenged. What remains? My ability to coach, my ability to connect, to empathise. And what remains is a greater wisdom and understanding that there are some things in life that are definitely pre-written.

    Our season is our season.

    and as I reflect on some of the losses there’s definitely been gains. I suppose the idea that I could lose my home given that the finances were so low kept me really focused and working beyond any type of…

    work I’ve done in the past. I’ve never worked so hard in my life. Early mornings, late evenings.

    Mind you, this last week I haven’t been on social media to post or live stream. It’s almost two weeks now that I stopped live streaming. There’s a lot of things I’ve learned and I understand I need to streamline. And there does come a time when I ask myself, you’ve put in all these hours, what is it you have to show for it?

    And these were questions I was being asked anyway, but I needed to see it for myself.

    It’s been a fight, it’s been a struggle.

    And even towards the end, find that systems in place are almost trying to clamp down on my voice. Thank goodness for podcasting. In fact, it was those very same systems that encouraged me to podcast. I joined TikTok initially with my business account.

    and I noticed there were a few shares that would be deleted as apparently they were not seen as appropriate. It took me nearly a year, probably not so long, to choose to open a different account, a creator account, so that I could have fun and be more, freer in talking about what I wanted to talk about. But the systems that be put some kind of multi-account flag on it,

    basically suppressed it from growing, stopped my purse from going out.

    I was alerted to it around last November, December, but I didn’t take it seriously because I was so much focused on what I wanted to do and how I wanted to proceed.

    Yeah, the journey continues. Taking on roles and responsibilities for money, that continues. Started something part-time last year and I thought I would be leaving it by now, making sure that I would be self-sufficient on a full-time, self-employed basis rather than dipping in and out as I do.

    And it turns out that the part-time became full-time, whilst also doing other things to make sure that my self-employed activity isn’t forgotten or left behind.

    April I started getting prompts on my for you page or for you feed how you call it on TikTok, guiding me to apply to become a TikTok creator network.

    It seemed like a great opportunity to continue my coaching and because I have been on the platform for a while and had my various experiences, I thought this would be a great opportunity to see what goes on behind the scenes and also to give my inputs and support to other creators that want to grow. I have had

    good experiences on the platform. I managed to get an ambassadorship, I managed to get affiliate programs, made any great income. However, this space is there to grow. And as much as I felt as if my own presence was being suppressed, I can see the opportunities with the right support.

    on and off the platform. I applied and within I think probably a week I was accepted into the role. I had three attempts to go for interviews which I could not make because of her commitments but I was able to be pushed through and the role became mine.

    and it’s only now I’m now fully understanding that such a role may actually mean the decision to limit or curtail or suppress my voice.

    I have had to sit with a lot of things observing the environment, the platform, the space to really try to understand how it is I would fit in, not just for the creators that I’m going to support to coach, but also for myself, what happens to my coaching practice, my podcast, the areas that I want to develop. But you know, in the

    traditional Pluto way. Sometimes we get these opportunities to really help us to transform. And my life is about transformation, transforming myself first and encouraging others to transform also. And I understand now in hindsight, there’s quite a few opportunities that have come my way over the last, from 2022 until now.

    that have come my way to encourage me to adjust my focus. So this Creator Network opportunity came. I’ve used my limited company to register to do it. And I’ve been sold a dream of building my own company and entity to support others to grow. And it’s all within a structure.

    And what’s nice about it is that one has access to the backstage of the company and they’re able to look at analytics to see how engaged audiences are. We understand with live streaming, we have the opportunity individually to build our own channels. The platform provides the space, the opportunity is for us to make the space our own.

    So we get that.

    What I didn’t factor in is that everything is still in development. So I’ve been showing up in spaces and not finding the right connections to build and grow. Spending time online intending on meeting people that I can support only to find that the wrong people ⁓ are sent to the space that I am in.

    live streaming.

    And what I’ve learned from that is that actually it’s my task to curate. ⁓

    followers, contacts, connections, clients, who knew?

    It’s my task to network and reach out, make myself available and visible so that people can connect with me too.

    And what the opportunity has brought to my attention is the need to have a entity beyond just a social media platform. Because each one comes with their rules and regulations right. And let’s not forget when I joined TikTok so many years ago now, 2023 I believe.

    I went on so that I could expand my connections, build my network so that I’d have more people getting to know me to refer me and my services onto others.

    The Creator Network opportunity really did feel as if it was the perfect opportunity. And notice I say it’s in past tense and I have been working to adapt it to my own trajectory, my own growth area, my vision of what support and coaching looks like.

    And even today I’ve asked questions as to how I am expected to show up and I still have a few questions left unanswered. expect to find out very soon because how the role was sold to me was that it would be one where I could increase my brand awareness, visibility and those of others.

    But at the moment it looks as if it might be the case of promoting what is going on on the platform. I don’t know. We’ll see.

    And if I think about it, it’s been like that across social media. Each and everyone has their rules. We have these algorithms that we’re supposed to post on to get acknowledged, to get seen. Visibility is key. And we find that we are simultaneously being clamped down on in terms of our authentic expression.

    They offer visibility, well that’s the promise isn’t it? Because we understand with visibility we can get the monetisation many of us want and not necessarily from the platform. We’ve got brand deals, we’ve got customers that will come to meet with us directly. There’s collaboration, there’s partnerships out there to be made. But not if anyone’s seeing you. If they’re not seeing you, the collaborations can’t happen.

    Coming.

    So, Pluto Square, Pluto took everything away and I spent the majority of that time following guidance. Be visible, be present on social media, that’s what you’ll need to do as your next step. What I didn’t understand was the time that I was in was not the time really that any form of visibility was going to help my growth and development.

    However, in being there, the opportunities that have come my way, they were able to…

    Yeah, take place.

    I think the time of drought, should we say, Pluto’s queer Pluto was a training ground to identify and see restrictions. I remember so many posts I created with people really happy with the posts I created. They resonated and they’d come onto my account and they’d like and comment and do all the things that you’re supposed to do to push posts.

    And more than one person, the very final one who I was telling, please stop, just don’t bother sharing the post, just leave it because it became apparent that actually if the platform doesn’t want to push your post, they will not push your post. And the very last person said to me, she doesn’t understand it. It’s evident that they’re not pushing the post.

    Yeah and you know this is life, this is what we’re taught in childhood isn’t it? It’s become apparent to me that my mother daughter relationship was really the training ground for what was going to happen next. Imagine being in situations whereby you have an entity that’s reminding you for your behaviour that doesn’t suit their environment.

    and then not long after giving you encouragement to take on a training program or an opportunity or whatever it is that comes your way. And that’s how it’s been that pull, push, pull, push, pull. It’s taken me a while to fully acknowledge what’s been going on. When you’re used to that cycle, it can be sometimes quite difficult to identify it. But once you see it,

    you see it and you can’t unsee it.

    having my voice clamped down on at a time when in my life this is the time for my life for me to be seen, for my voice to be heard.

    So we have a push and pull on power, on transformation, on a real dynamic for change. And now is my opportunity to acknowledge my inner power. Tap into it.

    getting ready to release it. I have no idea of the exact time it will be that I will be able to stand and be strong and present in the leadership opportunities I’m aware are destined for me. But for now, we’ve passed through the last few years addressing any ideas of having power.

    and control of a life. Who knew?

    learning that actually the greatest power comes from understanding that we actually do not know what’s going to happen in the next moment in the next breath. We assume but we really don’t know. Even if we see what is written to follow we really do not know. I was given guidance and there are a few things that I see that has manifest. I was like ⁓

    I see. Could I have avoided it? I don’t think so. I did try my best to. I worked really hard to avoid all the things that happened.

    I’m here, I’m still here in my home, the home I fought to keep.

    There are things that I prayed for and I wanted and then towards the end I’m now questioning, is that really me?

    So that I think it was about a week or two ago, my two empty rooms, I believe I’ve received a couple of inquiries and I really did not want to connect. I just felt so exhausted, so beaten on, so trodden on, so tired. I really did not want to connect to talk about people coming into my space, a space that ⁓ I can barely breathe in living in.

    on my own. The space needs a clearing, candles, incense, everything just to take that energy that I’ve been suppressing for so long trying to get through, plod through. People had told me that I should leave my home and come back at the transit end. I really don’t know who has the freedom to run away from transits.

    what a privileged life you lead, I think, if you’re able to see a transit and say, okay, let me get a ticket. I’m not staying there for now. That’s an amazing life. And maybe that’s your path. But I’m here, I’ve done it. Little bit of sadness.

    Yeah, but I’m here.

    Now I am, if I’m honest, struggling. I remind myself to be grateful. I understand that everything I have, there was a time that I prayed to have it. I meditated on having it. This house, I wrote a list of all the rooms I wanted. I wrote it down and I manifested it.

    It took six months because it was in the pandemic when I got it. It took six months for me to be able to move in. I found it in April. I moved in in September.

    So I have no idea why now of all times my mind has decided, my soul has decided, now is the time to think about moving after so much effort trying to keep it. It’s funny, I’m thankful that I didn’t just lose it.

    I’m really thankful that I was able to hold it together and at least keep this roof over my head.

    And then we think about maintaining the material and allowing for the spiritual to happen. And what do I mean by that? See, within everything that’s happened, I have learned to listen more to my inner voice. There’s been so many times I’ve sat down

    and listen to others speaking as to what I should, could and what they would do in my situation.

    You know, it’s taken me a long time to really fully acknowledge the environment that I’ve been in.

    not just my home. My home has been my shield and it has actually kept me safe. I’ve not been in a position until just this year when I got a plot, which I no longer have. I’ve not been in position to get involved with village life, politics or anything because I’ve just been home working, working, working morning, night, morning, night. I’ve hardly gone anywhere which has affected my body.

    It has been my refuge, my sanctuary, my shelter, my space.

    and this is the home and space that I’ve learned to listen to my soul in my waking hour.

    often waking up with messages of what to do today, how to go about things, sometimes questioning was that really a message? Did you make it up? Are you in tune or are you just making it up as you go along? And finding a joy and a pleasure when I’ve listened and things have worked out well. Expressing annoyance when I haven’t listened to find that things have not worked so well.

    So my lesson has been to take note of transits and there is a push and pull with me because sometimes I see transits and all that, that’s not really going to bother me and sometimes it could be the flip side of it. I don’t always know which ones will have a direct impact on my current situation. I’m still learning, it’s been many years reading astrology but I’m still learning.

    life experience is a great teacher right. My perfection year was two which meant that the focus was supposed to be on finance and because I’m still learning I assumed that meant I was going to have an increase of finance not a reduction.

    Jupiter has passed through my life and I expected an increase of finance. It wasn’t explained to me that actually Jupiter will enhance whatever it finds. Debts, work, whatever it finds. Who knew? I’ve been waiting for miracles. I’ve been waiting for fast solutions.

    Interestingly, the role I took on last year to get a bit of cash in, feedback I had was, ⁓ you know, you’re looking for fast life, fast cash, you know, it’s not going to happen. Like, who knew that I’d be going into full time hours? I’m learning there are things that we find and we think, don’t bother with that, because, you know, it could be dodgy or what I have here. And actually, they work out better.

    to the things that you think are more realistic. I’ve started to question what does work mean for me? We have this idea of stability, but you do know that the majority of the jobs out there are actually a gamble, right? It came to me one day when I was questioned about working for commission. Bonuses.

    The majority of the jobs that we do are the gamble. We have employers, do we not, that will guarantee an income. But we know as history has shown us, there has been times where employers haven’t been able to pay employees due to crashes in the marketplace and so. And even though as an employee, you may not personally be reliant on

    the interest rates also. Often companies are investing money into the stock exchange. There is a bit of a gambling environment going on, making sure that whoever has signed up for pensions can get those health care and also to secure the long-term position of the company. It’s common sense, You’d want to invest the money.

    into something to make it appreciate, no?

    Just because you may not necessarily go out and invest in a stock market yourself doesn’t mean that the company that you’re working for isn’t doing the same.

    we’ve just taken risks in a different way and the risk that we’re taking is determining the standard of life that we’re living, right?

    I’ve had a long period of struggle. And when I say a long period of struggle, there’s been so many hours, you know, I can’t believe I’ve done all of that. I’m only just getting back or getting my sense of self-respect. I’ve been doing coaching a lot of time free of charge. And interestingly, the Creator Network opportunity requires one to give

    coaching free of charge but it’s like a partnership so the idea is that you coach others to do well as they do well they start earning through gifts on the platform and then the platform pays you however

    I don’t know how many people one will meet that will do well. I’m yet to see it.

    There’s an energy about free delivery when it comes to this kind of service actually.

    I needed the experience. I needed to go through what I went through to see the depth, the level.

    I sat so many times watching people on a live stream with a few hundred people watching them and very few, you know they rely on gifts, very few gifts being sent and we’d all sit down taking knowledge, feeding off the host that was sharing things that one could use to help make their lives better.

    There’s been so many shifts around me and I think it was a ground for me to study and work out like what is this social media all about?

    I’ve learned real growth comes from not just networking but relationship building. It doesn’t matter which platform we use, what kind of conduit, we need to be in a position where we can connect with each other and relate. It’s the human nature. We need to hear each other’s voices even if we can’t touch. We need to be present. We need to be able to build rapport.

    So the focus now is on relationship building. The focus now is on creating spaces that safe where visibility is okay. And it’s the focus right now to make sure that there is a space where not only are we visible, but we have a voice because so many times we’ve been forced to clamp down on our voice in childhood.

    in womanhood, in life.

    And this is not the time for me personally to just be quiet.

    So the podcast remains. This is my space. I know I don’t have many listeners at the moment but that’s okay. For the time being this is the space as it is to be.

    I will continue to share my lessons. And you know, if you are going through something similar, whether or not you read astrology, I want you to be assured, as you know, something in your background, know, this time will pass. Be ready for the clean up. I’ve got so much cleaning up to do right now. I mean, literally. There are things, you know, when…

    We’re in the 11th of August now. I’m telling you, I felt the shift towards the end of July. I tell you how close it was. So the Pluto Square, Pluto Transit talked about finances disappearing, this disappearing, that disappearing. And we were coming towards the end of July and I thought, surely my finances will increase before the end of July. I probably misread a few transits and so hopefully

    hoped that things would change and in fact I was offered more income and really at the very last moment I was told it wasn’t going to come until August I was like what the hell how do you mean August we need it in July July I was in a position where I wasn’t even able to pay to keep my Wi-Fi on let me tell you

    managed to pay everything else but the wifi but here I am

    didn’t even give me a break to say okay now you’re leaving the transit let me give you a break I didn’t even have a break

    and it also meant that I had to focus on committing more of my time.

    And now I’m in a space of wanting freedom. I suppose that’s the next stage. Movement and freedom is my next focus, right?

    spend so long trying to keep a space and a house and a structure, stability, get to the end of it and then all of a sudden you just want it all to explode, for it to go, everything just to go. I don’t know how it’s going to work but I know things just need to move. And I know it might sound ungrateful but trust me, it’s like I’ve been in a container in a prism and then the prism’s just like

    I need to be near water, cool breeze and just breathe. Another thing, age near 51 now, I can definitely feel the change in my hormones. This is real life going on right now. It’s like my body is telling me this energy, this space, it needs to change. When everyone was saying to me, you know, you’re going to move or, you know,

    why don’t you give up your home? I was adamant no I’m staying this is my stability I have nothing else and now when I’m in a calmer space and the transit has gone I’m just like my goodness yeah I need to come out of this space and I’m sorry house I do thank you for having me.

    but it’s time to move on. I don’t know how it’s going to happen and I suppose that’s life. I don’t know how tomorrow will happen.

    So transformation has been the key. I am a Scorpio and it’s all about identifying transformation in myself and working with you as you transform. I do not know how the Creator Network opportunity will work out. I know it’s easy to just walk away. I’ve given them an opportunity to really be clear as to if they’re expected me to just

    clamp down on my personality and my voice to promote their business. Let’s see. But what I do know is that right now it’s important that I connect with others and take them through transformation so that they can be visible. Providing time and space for visibility. Through even my short time

    work in this creator network training and so I’ve acknowledged that actually beyond any platform we need spaces where we can talk freely where we can connect freely no algorithm in place just pure connection transformation visibility once we’re able to do our inner work we are then in a place and space to create channels so that

    brands, partnerships, collaboration can take place.

    I’ve learned there’s a difference between partnership and collaboration. One can collaborate with others without a contract in place. One can have a partnership with a contract and feel very alone in that partnership.

    Collaboration is key.

    I’m doing the work within myself and I know the universe is as such to guide those that need it to me. Transformation is the focus and I have been working on some websites yet again to bring my ecosystem together, regardless as to whether I’m on social media or not.

    There is a space now where others can connect with me and I am focused on supporting creators. I love that term creators. You do not need to be on social media to connect. We are all creators, right? We’re creating this life that we’re living. We can come together. We can look at our life story and transform through our life story and through that story, tap in.

    to be a light onto ourselves and everyone else.

    It’s hard at times.

    The idea really is that we need to go through that hard in order to appreciate the next step. And I am hopeful that the next step, the next chapter will be a beautiful one. I’m still in transition. This is a transition into my fifties. I never knew my life would be like this. Second home, second mortgage. Definitely not what I had in mind.

    Yeah, but it is what it is right. So you have been listening to Leta, Goddess of Growth and I’d love it if you could tap in to this podcast. To support me I do have some links at the bottom of the podcast that you can tap into. I have been using London or

    for a number of months now in fact I became an ambassador I’m still an ambassador for them so there is some kind of referral link where you can save a bit and treat yourself I will say again when I started taking the adaptogenic coffee I was on or trying to give up a 10 cup a day habits coffee and tea majority coffee with milk

    sugar. Let me tell you about almost a fortnight ago something happened I cannot remember what exactly I chose to have a coffee the old coffee with milk and I put sugar I put sugar because it tasted really sour so I put sugar and the thing was so disgusting

    I found I cannot drink my old coffee which used to taste the best, like the best coffee in the world to me. I can’t drink it anymore. I can’t drink the milk with the sh… I… it was disgusting. At the moment I drink London Atropics Black. I went down to two cups a day. I’ve now gone to one cup a day. Sometimes just half a cup. Sometimes half a cup in the morning is enough. And I must say, I’ve started putting half a cup in the fridge.

    it doesn’t taste that nice. reheat it and it doesn’t taste that nice so it’s kind of like if you’re not drinking the whole lot just just discard it. So I thought it was just me but I was rereading some material from them only this week talking about synergies and apparently quite a few people have been able to reduce their coffee intake. The coffee is so good you’ll get so much in it because they put adaptogens.

    that you really just want the one. You don’t need it. You don’t crave it.

    And there has been some mornings that I haven’t had it. I was raised as a child to always have a hot drink in the morning, but I’ve woken up and just not wanted it, just not fancied it.

    I don’t know if that’s the great marketing tool for it because obviously brands tend to want you to commit to buying and drinking their brands for life right? I think it is a brand that I could really have for life and just have it once in a while. It’s not an addiction which is a good thing I think.

    Yeah, there are some other links on the podcast as well. My focus is on wellness. I’ve really let myself go over the last couple of years. I was doing really well in hindsight around 23, 24. I used to walk every day three, four hours a day and so then I got a few injuries because I walked too much.

    And you know how life happens, right? It’s like self-sabotage. Then before you know it, life happened and I ended up just being in the house most days of the week.

    So yeah, I go back to the, I do need to work out how I will be manifesting a new space because I missed the ability which I had when I was in my apartment to leave home in the night and then just walk and walk and walk. It was light enough for me to do that. Where I’m living, it’s a village and when it gets dark, it doesn’t feel comfortable to me to walk on my own.

    Now mind you I do know that there are people that run in the very early hours I’ve been told, two o’clock and four o’clock in the morning. That’s just not me. So yeah, transformation is the theme of this podcast. Are you going through it yourself? What support are you getting at this time? We’re learning if you don’t know someone’s season.

    It can be quite difficult to guide someone through whichever transit they’re going through, whichever change or transformation and often the transformation that we’re going through we cannot see it on the surface. I had no idea what I was being molded to, what was being stripped back and I’m telling you so much has been stripped away, so many illusions. I’m sure because of my nature

    I’m still seeing illusions, but I must say as of today I’m asking more questions. I’m seeing a lot more that not everything I’d necessarily want to see. I’ve really had to cut back and decide where my energy is best placed. You know some of those arguments where regardless of what you do it’s going to still get the same result, so it kind of doesn’t matter.

    what the reasons or solutions are it’s like this is the result so let’s just get to it that’s where i am now time and season and that’s what i will be looking into in the next podcast i’ve addressed it briefly before but this transit that i’ve been in i’m telling you it really took it out of me energy it took it out of me

    Has it made me ⁓ reluctant to make decisions?

    maybe the decision making process has changed it’s more based on intuition even if i cannot see it cannot prove it it’s really a case of okay so how does this feel to you right now

    And that’s the lesson.

    So do join me, I will be back again and we’ll be talking through our season. Thank you for being here. You’ve been listening to Leta, Goddess of Growth.

    Archive Note & Disclaimer: When I recorded this in August 2025, I attributed my experiences to a Pluto Square Pluto transit. Upon deeper reflection and alignment in 2026, I recognise that the energy was actually a profound Uranus and Pluto disruption. This explains the sudden “explosive” urge for freedom and the systemic “push-pull” I felt during this time.

    I am checking in at end of a very long, very heavy transit. From late 2022 until July 2025, I have been within a grip that scoured my foundations. I spent these years fighting against disappearing finances and vanishing connections, driven by one singular focus: I must not lose my home.

    Now that peak of that energy has passed, I am in “cleanup” mode. Ironically, house I fought so hard to keep is now space I feel a sudden, Uranian urge to leave. I am learning that stability is not just a roof; it is freedom to breathe.

    Lessons from the Disruption: Key Messages & Chapters

    • [00:01] The Fatigue of Fight: I acknowledge physical aging and soul-weariness of last few years. I have survived, but I am mourning dreams that disappeared in process.
    • [10:00] Stability as Shield: I reflect on history—from leaving home at 17 to purchasing my first apartment. My home has been my sanctuary, but I am now questioning if it has become a container I have outgrown.
    • [20:00] Clamped Voices & TikTok Realities: I share experience with “multi-account flags” and suppressed reach. Even as I became Creator Network Manager, I felt the push-pull of an entity that wants my labour but limits my authentic expression.
    • [35:00] Training Ground for Power: I realise that mother-daughter relationship was training ground for these dynamics. I see cycle of “push-pull” and I am finally choosing to unsee illusions.
    • [45:00] Manifestation and Revaluation: I look back at how I manifested this home during pandemic. I am thankful I didn’t lose it, but I am now listening to inner voice which says: it is time for movement and freedom.
    • [55:00] Synergies of Wellness: I discuss shift away from 10-cup-a-day caffeine habit toward adaptogens. My body is telling me that energy and environment must change together.

    My Core Truth

    “Greatest power comes from understanding that we do not know what happens in next breath. I worked hard to avoid this struggle, only to find that struggle was the moulding. I am now focused on relationship building and creating safe spaces where visibility is okay and voice is not clamped.”

    Summary

    Lita, Goddess Of Growth, shares her transformative journey through personal growth and resilience, reflecting on the challenges and triumphs of navigating life’s transitions. She emphasizes the importance of faith, resolution, and the urge to start anew, while encouraging others to embrace transformation and relationship building.

    Keywords

    transformation, personal growth, resilience, faith, relationship building

    Takeaways

    • There’s a sense of faith, a sense of resolution.
    • I attempt to carve a path for the last quarter of my life.
    • Going through the aftermath of Pluto Square Pluto transit.
    • The urge to move, to start afresh a new chapter.
    • Life is about transformation, transforming myself first.
    • Real growth comes from relationship building.
    • Transformation has been the key.
    • Transformation is the focus, working on websites to bring ecosystem together.
    • It’s hard at times.
    • And that’s the lesson.

    Title Options

    • Embracing Transformation: A Journey of Growth
    • Navigating Life’s Transitions with Lita
    • The Power of Resilience and Renewal
    • Faith and Resolution: A Personal Journey
    • Starting Anew: Embracing Change
    • Building Relationships for Real Growth
    • Transformation as a Life Focus
    • Overcoming Challenges: A Story of Growth
    • The Urge to Move Forward
    • Lessons in Transformation and Growth

    Sound bites

    • A sense of faith, a sense of resolution.
    • Carve a path for the last quarter.
    • Aftermath of Pluto Square Pluto transit.
    • The urge to start afresh.
    • Life is about transformation.
    • Real growth from relationship building.
    • Transformation has been the key.
    • Working on websites to bring ecosystem.
    • It’s hard at times.
    • And that’s the lesson.

    Chapters

    • 00:02:48 Faith and Resolution
    • 00:03:10 Carving a New Path
    • 00:03:33 Aftermath of Pluto Transit
    • 00:04:44 The Urge to Move
    • 00:12:16 Life About Transformation
    • 00:29:45 Growth from Relationships
    • 00:34:00 Transformation as Key
    • 00:35:49 Focus on Transformation
    • 00:36:38 Challenges and Lessons
    • 00:43:01 Final Reflections
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